Sunday, January 4, 2015
Not sure what to do with myself tonite. It is Oncology Eve, the night before Kathy meets with the Oncologist to find out her prognosis and treatment plan.
I should take down the Christmas tree but I want/need another night of the "magic" in my house. I could definitely use a drink but Oncology Eve is a sobering event. It is a new year but I am not moving forward...just frozen, wishing I could turn back time. Wanting with all my being to wake up tomorrow from a very bad dream...